Jeremiah 31:13
“Then maidens will dance and be glad, young men and old as well. I will turn their mourning into gladness; I will give them comfort and joy instead of sorrow.”
Father..
My daughter, I love you. You are Mine. Come, I have a word for you today.
Thank-you Dad. I really need to hear from you.
Be Mine.
Father, I’m not sure if I heard you correctly, but your response reminds me of Valentine’s day, which is coming up.
Caroline My daughter, rest, for you are Mine. Come closer.
Okay Dad, help me come closer to you. I hide myself in you.
Father, is there still another word from you today?
Trust me as we walk forward my daughter, for I am always right by your side.
Okay Lord. I’m remembering that you preserve me as we walk forward together. Thank-you for your great and mighty love for me. I love you Lord.
Reflection:
Last night the Lord gave me another dream! My dream started with me sitting in the back seat of an older small car that also had a low roof. I was sitting directly behind my dad who was driving, and I think it was Bella that was with us, whom I only sensed more so I don’t know where she was sitting. We were driving down my current street, turning right onto main street. I saw that the trunk was open and my dad asked me if I could close the trunk as we were driving, so I thought I could do it by opening the side window all the way down and reaching to the back to close it. I looked out of the back window to see how far the trunk was and saw it was too far for me to close while we were driving. Then as we were driving east on main street, I saw ahead of us a gas pump between the two lanes, facing the lane we were in. Main street was single lane in my dream, so if someone needed to put fuel in their gas tank, everyone behind them needed to stop and wait for them to be fuelled up before they could get going again. I sensed it was like this for the other side as well. Then I saw that there was another gas pump a few car lengths down, so driving on main street was going to be a slow ride, depending on how many cars that needed to fuel up. As I saw this, there was no one getting fuelled up at either places, but I remembered in my dream that we had fuelled up the day before, so we could keep going. yay!
Then we had arrived at a place and I looked inside the trunk from the top of the car somehow and I saw that it was filled about halfway with water; it had rained the night before and the trunk had been left open. So I think we needed to drain the water. There was something else that had also been filled halfway with rain water, but I don’t remember what that was. I’m just checking dream bible to see what this could represent. From what it says, this may represent sad (rain) memories (trunk) that I need to let go of. Awhile ago I had dreamt that I needed to talk for 20 minutes everyday for one month in a ‘camp’ setting, about WW1, so this may represent that camp is coming soon??? I hope so..
Then we had arrived at a kind of hospital, and we put all our stuff down onto a table, in a table/chair waiting area. Right next to this was someone laying on a hospital bed getting an operation by a few doctors. Then we were being led to another area a level up, or the next floor up, but I had forgotten to take my personal bag that had all my identification in it; it was still on the table with our other things, so I told my dad that I needed to go and get my bag. He told me to ask someone to lead me there, otherwise I’ll get lost. Here I’m thinking that the Lord is taking me up higher to another level, but I also need to take my identity with me to this higher level. I think to actually know deep in my heart that I’m at another level will take some work, so as I keep following the Lord, doing the things he’s leading me to do is the way that I’ll identify with being at this higher level.
Then someone was leading me through a few different hallways, and we didn’t go down any stairs. Then she led me into a really big darkish room that had light-effects like crystal balls; this room was a room where people danced, like a crystal ballroom. There were people all over the place but because the room was so big, most of the floor was empty. She was walking so fast that I needed to run to catch up with her. She walked really fast all the way to the other side of the room, which was as big as an arena, and she sat down with some of her friends that were already sitting on the floor. Then I finally caught up with her because she had sat down, and I told her that this wasn’t the room where I needed to go. This wasn’t the room that had my bag, so she wasn’t very pleased, and then she led me, though this part I didn’t see, to the room that had my bag. When I got there I saw that my dad was already there with Bella, waiting for me. Someone official asked me if I knew these people, and of course I said yes I did, and I was so greatly relieved to see them there; the feeling I had when I saw them is, I had a feeling of belonging; they were my family and that I belonged to him and that I had been found. They had also come there to pick up my bag and our other things, so the official person was checking with me to see if this was true, that they really were my family. So when I said yes, then everything was good. Then I was whispering in my dads ear that she had taken me to a dancing room; in my heart I was really excited about it, and I said it in a way that I couldn’t believe she had actually led me there. In waking life I almost registered to take salsa lessons at the beginning of January, and I still wish I had had the courage. I’d love to take salsa lessons and will need to see if it’s not too late to register, since I now have had a dream about it..
There was a small part of the dream that somehow was different, and I don’t know where this part fits in. I saw in front of me a mother and her daughter, but they seemed alien in some way. They remind me of the movie Avatar; their skin colour was similar but they didn’t have any hair. As the mother and daughter were cuddling, putting their heads together lovingly, I saw the mothers ears; her ears were similar to ours except it had a really big ear canal directly behind where ours are -I remember thinking that I could fit a small comb inside of it. I believe the Lord is showing me that as I grow up in him, I’ll be able to hear him more clearly, or that my ears will be wide open as I’m walking in the anointing he’s going to give me. I’m really really waiting for Gods anointing, and the good thing is that I can’t get it in my own strength; God knows when I’ll be ready for it and will anoint me when I’m ready. I really need to work on my speaking piece; I feel like there’s so much on my plate to do and the only thing on it that I’m giving all the time I need for it to be done is my time with God, which includes writing my dreams and thinking deeply about them so that I can write accurately about them and my walk with Jesus. I need to see my mom more and there are other things at home that need my attention, which includes organizing our taxes. So today I’m going to do some baking, go visit my mom and maybe watch Fidler on the Roof with her. She doesn’t watch a lot and only has a VHS player. Something I’d ask the Lord about is that I’m feeling like there’s a go ahead for something, but I’m not sure about what.. I also still haven’t been able to figure out how to get Lucas’ name onto our church family month challenge, so hopefully I’ll get that figured out today. I’m seeing my mentor again tomorrow, which is always such a pleasure:) Have a wonderful day everyone.. blessings…